Dear Diary

May 04, 2023

Used phone in bed last night. Woke up at 7 a.m. but got up at 1:00 p.m. Took pills.

Walked across the street to help my coworker Sean find his phone.

Checked the hours to The Broken Hatchet to see when they are open. They open at noon on the weekends. Sean wants to go there.

Went to the smoke shop to get beer and cigarettes for Mom. We also got Jose Cuervo margarita for tomorrow for cinco de mayo.

Took out the trash.

Reheated some coffee. Had it with sugar and almond milk.

Checked the mail. Nothing for me. Not even email.

My case worker Ashlyn came over. She has paperwork from work, to deal with my absences. I get thirty days off without pay. Maybe I can use this time to find a job, come back, and give my two weeks' notice. I'm just looking for something different now. I'm burnt out on this job.

Chatted on IRC throughout the entire day.

I chugged a can of coconut water. I wish it did not have pulp in it. Smells kinda gross. Making a pot of tea for an Arnold Palmer.

I read a post on Reddit about Reform Jewish conversions and their future status for Israeli immigration. I hope I will still be able to make <abbr title="immigration to Israel"><ruby>עליה<rt>aliya</rt></ruby></abbr> in the future. If I cannot find a Jewish boyfriend in the States, I will want to move to Israel to find one.

Finally ate something. I had a big bowl of vegetable soup with eight slices of bread for dinner. Finally made my spiked Arnold Palmer, too.

7:46 p.m. I'm starting to get tired. Maybe I'll sleep at a decent hour tonight.

I went to bed at 10:00 p.m.